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feminism

The Journey - My Awake

This is an open journal about my journey exploring feminism.

10.18.23 - I can look at another person and tell almost instantly where there soul is at on their journey. Those who have experienced this transformation are drawn together by universal fources. There is an essence about living for our soul that excludes paste earthly desires. Sisters, I see you. You are shingling magically! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

My Awakening - Jenny Bonta

Today is one of a new path,

Old journeys not abandoned,

A new one carved from ashes of habits.

This path, this chapter, is just for me.

My awakening.

I longed for peace,

To relax in belonging.

Self-assurance,

Confidence,

Love,

All chased.

Nothing.

I still longed,

Still cried,

Still yearned for

My missing elements.

My awakening.

I tried self-improvement,

Weight loss,

Pills,

Therapy.

Numbed myself with wine,

Sarcasm, you can’t forget that one.

All I had to do was stop,

Pause.

Catch my breath.

Stillness in my heart.

My awakening.

Listen to the earth,

the water,

the wind.

The faint whisper of my soul.

Standing in the darkness,

Waiting for me to call her.

To greet her with love and compassion.

Arms open,

Fearlessly ready.

My awakening.

She’s been waiting,

Silently praying for me,

Hoping all the times in the mirror,

I would see her beauty instead of flaws.

All she needed was a nod of love or Acceptance. Even appreciation.

Once I paused to listen,

Looked into my eyes and saw her,

Loved her,

She rushed in and embraced me back.

Awakening.

She awakened all that was lost,

Missing,

Broken,

Longing.

The channel to the universe,

The connection to the Almighty,

The love for humanity,

For all the women in the world.

All free to feel the love, the power, the oneness.

My awakening.

My body undressed the worldly things I’ve carried.

Naked to the authentic journey of my soul.

The energy,

The love,

Surging through my movements,

My breath.

My eyes opened to others,

Magnetically pulled to sisters,

Freely living without the heaviness of the human life.

Those who have embraced their truth,

Their power, energy, magic,

Self-love.

Connected in love and power.

My awakening.